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Saturday, October 17, 2009

This is it. I finally got my mother to agree about me want to work!

Days, weeks, months, I've been trying non-stop to make her to just understand me for one moment. I don't give up easily. It depends on what matter.

I sent her a 2 page sms. I just felt like doing it. No reply. Then a few minutes, I got a call. It was a private number, which I know it was hers. So I answered, heart started beating very fast. I explained everything to her and I was actually surprised by her reply. She agreed!

She told me that since I really want to work, she can't stop me so she is allowing me to work. I promised her that I will not abide the house chores, because if I do, I will quit. My intention of saying that was to make her agree with what I want to do, and second of all, that promise will make me do the house chores. I just feel that it's not going to be fair if I'm working and she has to do all the house chores by herself as I know it is very, very tiring.

Thanks, God. You finally open my mother's heart on this. I feel so lucky. My interview is just tomorrow and I just got this feeling that we're going to get this job, because it's Admin. I don't want to lie to my mother. That would be bad and I will lose her trust in me. I'm glad I managed not to lie. :)

I got my period today, no wonder I didn't feel hungry the whole day. Today I only ate Mee Soto. I ate it not because I was hungry, because mum already bought it so I just have to but I still didn't have any appetite at all. Guess what time I had my 3 in 1 meal? At 6.47PM. I only kept feeling thirsty the whole day and craving for bubble teas. I did get to drink bubble tea, it just doesn't seem enough for me. I want more!



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Rafiqah.
Suhana.
Muneera.

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