Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Received a letter. It's not even for me. The name stated is Ms Noor Bte Thar. Who the hell is she? I don't even know but the address is my house. I don't know if someone is pulling of a joke but it wasn't funny at all. I got pissed when I received it because my father said it's for me. My name is not even close to that!
I wonder who the hell is she.. Her own home address also don't know ah?
I wonder who the hell is she.. Her own home address also don't know ah?
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Mum thought I was with "lover". Lover? Who sia. She said that I kept quiet and not replying to any of her 'Hello' because I'm busy with my lover (the neighbour beside my Block). His name is Fazly or however you spell it. The one who works at the Airport too and who is a good friend of my mum.
He's cute and all. The type of guy I would have a crush on. Fair skin, nice smile.. And so on. He's nice. He always smile at me when he sees me going to school in the morning while he just come back home.
I told my mum that he's cute. Haha. She can still say, "Ah. Kalau die takpe, aku berkenan." -.-
There's another guy also. My neighbour, same Block but different floor. I think his house is the 13th floor. My family and I only visited his house once, which was last year. His dad and my mum are friends. Since that day onwards, whenever he's at the MPH with this small boy, he always look at me and smile.
I know he's trying to be friendly but I just can't smile at people that I don't know or not close to. It feels so weird. There was once, he smiled until the little boy did something and it caught his attention. Funny sia.
So my point is, Fazly and I have nothing going on. Happy?!
About today, I totally disgust girls who get so mushy all of a sudden with their boyfriend when they see other girls around. Why are you so insecure?! Noone is going to snatch him away from you nor is he running away to other girls.
When I was waiting for the bus, this malay couple alighted at the bus stop. Automatically I will look right? Then I saw the boyfriend looking while the girl facing the other side. All she did in front of me was hugging and kissing her boyfriend all the way until their bus came.
She did that to prevent her boyfriend from looking at me right? But guess what. The boyfriend still look when she walked in front of him. AKU BOLAYAN SAMA DIA. Meaning I ignored him. I didn't even look. I saw from side view that he quickly turned.
STUPID BITCHES. BITCHY GUYS. IDIOT COUPLES.
He's cute and all. The type of guy I would have a crush on. Fair skin, nice smile.. And so on. He's nice. He always smile at me when he sees me going to school in the morning while he just come back home.
I told my mum that he's cute. Haha. She can still say, "Ah. Kalau die takpe, aku berkenan." -.-
There's another guy also. My neighbour, same Block but different floor. I think his house is the 13th floor. My family and I only visited his house once, which was last year. His dad and my mum are friends. Since that day onwards, whenever he's at the MPH with this small boy, he always look at me and smile.
I know he's trying to be friendly but I just can't smile at people that I don't know or not close to. It feels so weird. There was once, he smiled until the little boy did something and it caught his attention. Funny sia.
So my point is, Fazly and I have nothing going on. Happy?!
About today, I totally disgust girls who get so mushy all of a sudden with their boyfriend when they see other girls around. Why are you so insecure?! Noone is going to snatch him away from you nor is he running away to other girls.
When I was waiting for the bus, this malay couple alighted at the bus stop. Automatically I will look right? Then I saw the boyfriend looking while the girl facing the other side. All she did in front of me was hugging and kissing her boyfriend all the way until their bus came.
She did that to prevent her boyfriend from looking at me right? But guess what. The boyfriend still look when she walked in front of him. AKU BOLAYAN SAMA DIA. Meaning I ignored him. I didn't even look. I saw from side view that he quickly turned.
STUPID BITCHES. BITCHY GUYS. IDIOT COUPLES.
I. HAD. ENOUGH. OF. THESE!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Again, people have been asking me why is my blog private or why I didn't invite them. I was editting my template and sorry it took me so long.
I actually feel that I've no life. Use computer but I'm still bored. It's like there's no purpose of using the computer. I don't know what other websites to go. If you know me, I only use computer to check on people. I'm not interested in Facebook. I thought I activate it again because I wanted to "stalk" people. That was my only intention.
Do you think I want to make friends on the net? Hah. You wish. I find it ridiculous. People can just pretend when they are with you. Pretending to be someone else and not being themselves. So you end up being "cheated" sort of thing? I mean, if you are really sincere and more realistic, you would make friends personally face to face and not from the web.
You tell me. How long can the friendship last between you and your web-friend? Not long, I can promise you that. It's a total waste of time.
That is why I don't create Formspring, Twitter or whatever shit that are hot and happening at this very moment. Who cares. I don't. You think I care about having only 19 friends on Facebook while you have a few hundreds or thousands? At least I know that 3/4 of your friends there don't give a fuck about you.
Formspring... A place to ask questions huh. Haha. It's interesting but if anyone ever want to be friends with me, not anywhere from the net please. It's just stupid. If you don't get it, I show you an example.
Let's say.. I have a Formspring account. An anonymous ask me a question.
"Hi. You're the one in Tampines Sec right?"
(I don't like people to know which school I'm from so I will reply...)
"Oh hey. Nope, I'm from Junyuan Secondary. I think you got the wrong Rashidah."
You get what I mean? It's like I can lie as much as I want if I wanted to and some people will actually believe it. Unless they know your friends or anyone who knows you.
So please don't ask me to create Formspring, Twitter, Dailybooth etc. Save that suggestion to yourself. Thanks.
I actually feel that I've no life. Use computer but I'm still bored. It's like there's no purpose of using the computer. I don't know what other websites to go. If you know me, I only use computer to check on people. I'm not interested in Facebook. I thought I activate it again because I wanted to "stalk" people. That was my only intention.
Do you think I want to make friends on the net? Hah. You wish. I find it ridiculous. People can just pretend when they are with you. Pretending to be someone else and not being themselves. So you end up being "cheated" sort of thing? I mean, if you are really sincere and more realistic, you would make friends personally face to face and not from the web.
You tell me. How long can the friendship last between you and your web-friend? Not long, I can promise you that. It's a total waste of time.
That is why I don't create Formspring, Twitter or whatever shit that are hot and happening at this very moment. Who cares. I don't. You think I care about having only 19 friends on Facebook while you have a few hundreds or thousands? At least I know that 3/4 of your friends there don't give a fuck about you.
Formspring... A place to ask questions huh. Haha. It's interesting but if anyone ever want to be friends with me, not anywhere from the net please. It's just stupid. If you don't get it, I show you an example.
Let's say.. I have a Formspring account. An anonymous ask me a question.
"Hi. You're the one in Tampines Sec right?"
(I don't like people to know which school I'm from so I will reply...)
"Oh hey. Nope, I'm from Junyuan Secondary. I think you got the wrong Rashidah."
You get what I mean? It's like I can lie as much as I want if I wanted to and some people will actually believe it. Unless they know your friends or anyone who knows you.
So please don't ask me to create Formspring, Twitter, Dailybooth etc. Save that suggestion to yourself. Thanks.
Friday, April 2, 2010
2 days ago, after I got back home from buying food for dinner, I met Fah along the way. Asked me how I'm doing and all. I know I broke my promise. Heh. You're busy with work and you're getting busier ever since you have a bike. You've been going out a lot, that's what I noticed. While I'm busy with school. You said it. You want us to do what we used to do before. Well, when will we 'date' again then? Or I shall text you first and ask? And oh, you keep changing your number. Sheesh.
I'm really glad. I can't say about what but I'm just glad that you came up to me and asked what's going on that time. You supported me, encouraged me, you even spent your time to help me change to a better person. You make me realise. You make me healthy physically and mentally. I just can't tell you this because it will be stupid of me to do so. And up till now, you actually still care about my well being. How caring can you be? The only way to 'thank you' is to give you my promise and I broke it. This time I will do it and keep to that promise okay? I know you're not giving up hope on me. :)
On the other hand, Nini texted me something. If you have read my profile, I stated there I'm a swinger. I wasn't serious with Nini. I just like her like that like that. Nini is not as interesting. Some more she's in Malaysia. Anyway coincidentally, I like someone else. Mel. Obviously because Mel is prettier. Now all I want to do is to get a way to be friends with Mel.
So long Nini.
I'm really glad. I can't say about what but I'm just glad that you came up to me and asked what's going on that time. You supported me, encouraged me, you even spent your time to help me change to a better person. You make me realise. You make me healthy physically and mentally. I just can't tell you this because it will be stupid of me to do so. And up till now, you actually still care about my well being. How caring can you be? The only way to 'thank you' is to give you my promise and I broke it. This time I will do it and keep to that promise okay? I know you're not giving up hope on me. :)
On the other hand, Nini texted me something. If you have read my profile, I stated there I'm a swinger. I wasn't serious with Nini. I just like her like that like that. Nini is not as interesting. Some more she's in Malaysia. Anyway coincidentally, I like someone else. Mel. Obviously because Mel is prettier. Now all I want to do is to get a way to be friends with Mel.
So long Nini.
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